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Sunday, June 19, 2016

Forgotten Hands

Doubt is a struggle for many people, often I find myself doubting nearly everything, the love of God, mercy, hope, and forgiveness. The disciple of Jesus that is given a bad rap is "Doubting Thomas." He is often judged for insisting that in order to believe in the resurrection of Jesus, He would have to touch the- scars in his hands. I believe that there is a grain of doubting Thomas in each of us, the end of the story is that Jesus came to Thomas, and had him feel the scars in his hands. He gave him a hope, he gave him proof. It seems that God knew, what no one could, and granted Thomas the proof that his heart desired. God did the same for me, he saw my weak heart, and knew that through struggles I may in fact doubt the work of his hands, so he gave me two sets of his hands to reassure me at any point I need it. My mother's hands have cared for and loved me for as long as I can remember, and my father, well my father has shown me the love of my heavenly father in the absolute best way, From the time I was five and learning to ride my bike, he held my handle bars to make sure I wouldn't fall. to the first time he helped me ride a horse and guided me around the arena, Until I can stand at the throne of God in Heaven, and touch my Savior's hands, and erase all struggle and doubt, until that day, I can look at the hands of my Mother, and the hands of my Father for that God kind of love that my heart desires, much like Thomas, Proof. The poem below was written under the idea that often the hands that give the most, are most easily forgotten. I would like to Thank my Father today, he truly is the best father in the world, he is involved loving caring, and to me a very good human example of the love of the Heavenly Father. This is for you dad, Happy Father's Day!!!

Forgotten Hands
Hardened hands, from working long, 
Wishing the hours to be gone, 
And every day, it's the same old song
Yet he pushes past the misery,
And thinks only of his family,
Even though it's more than he can stand, 
He tells himself this is what it is to be a working man, 
Even though they make me who I am, his are the forgotten hands, 
Hands of Patience 
Hands of Hope 
Strong hands to say I'll never be alone
Hands of promise, Hands from above, 
These are the hands of God's love. 
Soft hands 
A softer heart
Together they work the day from the start
Planning, Cleaning, Dreaming, and Doing. 
Packing, and Saving, Hugging, and Holding
Pushing past the weariness  
Thinking only of us. 
Sometimes it's more than she can bear 
But she's reminded of all those who need her there, 
And even though they make me who I am, 
But hers are the forgotten hands. 
Hands of Patience
Hands of Hope 
Strong hands to say I'll never be alone
Hands of Promise 
Hands from above, 
These are the hands of God's love. 
Bloodied hands 
A shattered heart
 With each breath his soul and body beg to part. 
He grits his teeth, and bears sins load, 
Surrendering Himself to death's demand, 
He just wants to go home, 
But He will save the world as a whole. 
Pressing through the separation of Father and son, 
He sends a victory cry to the sky, 
Battle Won. 
And though they make me who I am,
His are the forgotten hands. 
Hands of Patience
Hands of love 
Strong Hands to say I'll never be alone. 
Hands of promise
Hands from above
These are the hands of God's love.
Remember the Forgotten Hands

Wednesday, June 1, 2016

Whimsical Wednesdays

~When you ~
-         FIND YOURSELF -
        On the side of
THE MAJORITY,
YOU SHOULD ALWAYS
Pause and Reflect.
                                      ~ Mark Twain

Mark Twain was America’s author, and a legend in his own right. His witty wisdom, and practical, life-applicable quotes have trickled down through the decades, and in a time in which it was difficult, he discovered the balance of speaking the truth while remaining sensitive to delicate issues. He did not favor situations, nor did he bow to the altar of being politically correct. He seemed to see no grey in the world. Truth was truth and lies, were lies. Throughout his lifetime, he remained intent on delivering truth at all cost. His quote that best describes this is shown below, and it was extracted from one of his speeches.
“It doesn’t matter what the press says. It doesn’t matter what the politicians or the mobs say.  It doesn’t matter if the whole country decides that something wrong is something right.  Republics are founded on one principle above all else: The requirement that we stand up for what we believe in, no matter the odds or consequences.
When the mobs and the press and the whole world tells you to move, your job is to plant yourself like a tree beside the river of truth and tell the whole world:
“No, you move.”
I believe that people respected Mark Twain for his absolute honesty, and yet complete lack of hate or malice in his quest for truth. It is my belief that he provided an excellent example of speaking the truth in love. That being said, the quote above is an excellent example of his practical, yet witty style of truth telling. Incidentally the principle conveyed seems to promote a partiality for the underdog crowd, in whatever situation they may be in. I can honestly say, that I do not know anyone that does not enjoy a good underdog story. In our media today there are a plethora of modern, and instant-classic films to choose from: The Blind Side, Rudy, 23 Blast, We are Marshall, just to name a few. There is a book, that seems to be an underdog story from start to finish, yet it has an incredible ending. It is the Bible. The Bible is comprised almost completely of God using people that society and situations would deem to be unworthy.
Joseph was the youngest of twelve. He was favored by his father, hated by his brothers, dumped into an empty cistern, sold in to slavery by his own family, and accused and imprisoned for a crime he didn’t commit. BUT God used Joseph to save his people during a time of famine. Joseph rose to be second only to the king in Egypt, and he saved the same brothers that sold him into slavery all those years back, from starvation.
Moses, was a murderer, and suffered from a speech disability, he ran away from his position as prince of Egypt, and became a shepherd for forty years in the desert, BUT God chose to use him to free his people from Egyptian enslavement. Moses spent the first forty years of his life thinking that he was somebody, the next forty years of his life realizing he was nobody, and the last forty years of his life experiencing the INCREDIBLE things that God can do with a nobody.
Elijah doubted God's plan, even though God had proven his faithfulness time and time again. He had just come off of the mountain, where he had experienced a heaven sent miracle, and yet he questioned, “God where are you? Am I the only one serving you? Will my life be spared?” He so quickly forgot the promises of God, when his life was threatened. BUT God continued to use him to reach out to His people.
Peter proved to be faithless to Jesus, he gave in to peer pressure, lied, and seemed to have anger management problems. BUT God chose Peter to establish, and lead the Jerusalem church. Peter was one of the most active evangelical witnesses in the history of the world.

Many times I struggle to believe that God could use someone like me in this world. I am not strong, I quickly forget God’s faithfulness, then I hear that same still small voice Elijah heard in that time of doubting remind me that the Bible is the story of God using nobodys for his purpose, and ultimately his glory. I am a Nobody, but I am God’s Nobody. Will you join me and be a Nobody for Him today too?